Direktlänk till inlägg 16 maj 2013
Today I've ended up in the same place as I was 3 years ago. In my kitchen on the floor by the stove. And just like last time I'm crying to the max and struggling for air.
But 3 years ago it was because of a boy and how he was in rehab. Now it's still about a boy but even family and my home. I might lose my mom to a job she can't stand or our home. An it is crushing my soul. I feel helpless because I can't get a job, I just feel like I give my mom nothing but problems. Taking space, money and her time. If she hadn't had me she would have a good job and meaby even a real family. I would give anything to see all her troubles go away and that beautiful smile on her face. Like nothing can stop her.
But I'm not sure that will happen some day soon. I just hope I will get to be on her side, whatever happens!
Well then its done. I got the reason to why he was ignoring me. He hadn't got the time to get over his ex. And I knew that, from the beginning. I knew he hadn't forgotten about her. I guess I was just to stubborn and didnt want to see it. But it's ov...
Been I while since I wrote but today I feelt like writing down everything. Let's start with this, I got a new boyfriend and we have been together for 3 months now. We kind of jumped in to a relationship after just knowing each other 2 weeks. And b...
I have just come to a point in my life where I'm questioning every decision I've ever made. Every friend that I have and every mistake I've done. I really wish life could just be about right and wrong. But there are so manny grey zones that I probabl...
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