Last night I went to a party at my best friends house. 

I really did'nt feel like it because I knew my ex would be there cuz they are friends.

So I dressed up my best in the way I knew he thought was hot so I could

show him that I'm fine without him.

But what happenss..

I get way to drunk and he comes to help me.

One way or another it ends up with him kissing me.

And I freak out! I knew I've tryed my best to forget him but I just cant.

So he breaks up with his girl and tells me that he wants me back,

and that he still loves me.

And I cant help my self.

He's my first love and I guess I need him for a little while longer.

At least untill I can feel that I'm sure of what I'm doing and he

can become my best friend again.

Cuz I do love him I do. Now I just have to make this work.

For a little while longer. Just a little while.

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